My apologies I have not been too active on the site recently other than the brief comments and occasional favorites. I've had no other use to the site recently. I have NO creativity(?) whatsoever recently. I have all sorts of motivation to get things done, yet I cannot execute the ideas that I KNOW I can do.
Drawing, I have plenty to draw, yet I cannot draw for shit lately.
Writing, I have plenty ideas and I have the ideas written down perfectly in my head from the start of a paragraph to the end of it, however writing it down somehow doesn't end the way the sentences are formed in my head. I jumble words so easily in my writing recently to the point where I can barely understand what I've written myself.
Model Editing, I've just become absolute shit at it lately. I can't even rig correctly anymore let alone pose a model in MMD ;-;
Everything; art, editing and writing is not going well for me because life is *so* much fun //sarcasm.
I've not been able to do anything creative for the last couple of months, and I don't know what is wrong with me. I have all the ideas and motivation in the world, yet I can't execute them as I've done before. Everything has been absolute shit lately when it comes to me executing my ideas into reality. You don't even want to know.
There is the possibility of my depression, anxiety, and stress levels are currently so high that it could be affecting my creativity, however my counselor finds this unlikely since I'm not under any stress or have had an anxiety attack for about a month now. There is a small need that has been gouging at the back of my head, begging me to discuss something with a friend, yet I fail to see a connection between that and my creative inability since it's a considerably small "problem" and is no way a life-altering situation let alone something that causes me stress. With that said, I can't really give an estimate of how long it'll take until I'm back to my "old self" again. However, I'll still be online occasionally, so don't be afraid to approach me about something.
With that out of the way, The Iron Tide has officially came to my computer yesterday morning. World of Warcraft has finally released Patch 6.0.2: The Iron Tide, releasing the Warlords of Draenor story-line to the players, including myself. They have also added the extra in-game items such as the Toy Box, updated character models, many more achievements, and even a character un-delete button! They did, however, downgrade most classes in the game pretty hard, including my characters, but understandably, that was to make room for the new spells and abilities that we can learn on our way from level 90 to 100! The official expansion isn't out yet, but it will be soon! I hope to get the Digital Deluxe Pre-Purchase for my birthday *w*
Also, Homestuck is slowly on its way back, but seriously. I can't care about it right now because the Iron Horde! *squee* Think of all the new mounts and achievements and pets I can get! I still need to get the old ones! I still have so much to do before the official release! Sorry, Homestuck, no time for you!
The Iron Horde is coming, 11/13/14!
I'm going to bed now.